I like to diagnose myself with random things and act like its a really big deal and then never talk about it again.
Anybody remember the Quarter Life Crisis? Well right now it's the February Funk.
And I completely made up February Funk, but I'm digging it.
Lately I have just feeling blah. Now don't get me wrong, life is good, I am blessed beyond what I deserve, but I'm allowed to feel a bit blah from time to time right?
Last night I decided to see what I blogged about in February 2009.
Guess what? I wrote about how I was in a funk.
So then I ventured on to see what I blogged about in February 2008 (isn't an online journal just the coolest?) and in that month I blogged all about how I am so ready for Spring.
I'm thinking that February is the month that winter starts to become redundant and I crave warm weather.
It's supposed to be cold during Christmas. Christmas is over. Bring on the warm weather.
Another reason for the 2010 February Funk could be because this happens to be a year when the sun disappeared.
Seriously, does anybody remember what it looks like? I seem to vaguely remember something shiny in the sky but I could be wrong.
Omigosh, see? I'm such a complainer these days.
That also made me think of going out in elementary school on the playground with weird glasses on to look at the sun. Did anybody else do that?
Did I dream that?
Anyways, I have been in such a funk I didn't even jog this week. Which is sort of driving me crazy.
I tend to have an obsessive personality (Twilight, Ryan Seacrest, Titanic, to name a few) so the fact that I became obsessed with completing my 5K was no surprise.
But I've decided this week that I don't want to be obsessed about it, I just want to do it to do it. So I am ok with taking a break off. As long as I stay disciplined.
It's all about discipline people.
Speaking of discipline I have this rule that I won't buy new soda until I have finished drinking all the soda that is in our refrigerator.
Well last week in a weird random moment I was craving Dr. Pepper, so I went out that moment and bought a 12 pack.
Word to the wise, if you are craving something that you normally despise do not buy a 12 pack.
It was the worst impulse buy since my black stretchy gaucho pants my sophomore year of college.
I shutter thinking of how tight those flimsy little pants were on my buttox.
Anyways, I have been choking down this nasty Dr. Pepper so that I can finally go buy some diet coke.
It has been torture, and I blame the February Funk.
So thats all I have for now.
I know I haven't finished the questions from my Q&A post and I fully intend to do that.
I just need to finish my February Funk and the nasty Dr. Pepper.
I just had a thought, I wonder if my funk has anything to do with the swamp water I am consuming also known as Dr. Pepper?
Something to think about.
Can anybody relate to the feeling blah right now?!?