Do you ever feel alone?
You can be surrounded by people, but you feel just so alone?
I have those moments. And I have found a common denominator in those moments.
They most often happen when I have allowed myself to drift ever so slightly away from the One Source that can fill me.
When I find myself taking satisfaction in objects, or approval of others, or I find myself desiring so many ‘things’ During these times the thin line between less of me and more of Him begins to fade, and somehow in my selfish life it becomes more of me and less of Him.
These are the moments I am most insecure, these are the moments when I make the most unwise decisions, these are the moments I look back and think why did I do that?
But yet, I am also thankful for these times, because they allow me to look at my life and see who I would be without my Savior.
I would feel alone, insecure, like a failure, always desiring more instead of being thankful for what I have.
I am thankful that I have a God who can fill all of those needs and more.
So when I have moments where I feel lost or alone in this big world, I look to the only Source that can truly fill me. And I find peace.
Tonight was one of those nights I needed to be reminded of this.
Give your entire attention to what God is doing right now, and don't get worked up about what may or may not happen tomorrow. God will help you deal with whatever hard thing come up when the time comes. Matthew:6:34 (The Message)